Wednesday Wisdom

When this series came to me, I thought I’d have no problem every week coming up with something to write about. Writing and writing consistently was the goal. I am passionate about a lot of things and the first and foremost thing being truth.

When the Spirit of truth comes, he will guide you into all the truth, for he will not speak on his own authority, but whatever he hears he will speak, and he will declare to you the things that are to come. John 16:13

I see truth in all aspects of my life. Truth related to my faith. Biblical truth and how it aligns to my everyday. Truth related to how my food is grown, produced and distrubuted. Truth to what is being added or sprayed to my food, air and water. Medical truth related to what I’m injecting and applying to my body and my children’s body. Truth that I am in fact, in under every circumstance, in control over my body. Truth and authenticity in relationships. Having the integrity to come just as I am no matter what to every relationship and honoring myself enough to not tolerate fake or hurtful relationships. Truth about the “theys” of the world and why the boot on the back of our necks seems to be getting heavier. Truth about freedom. What is freedom and is it just a fabrication to keep us complacent?

Each thread I tug on a little more truth is revealed to me, but more often more questions arise. What does truth mean? Truth means something different to everybody. Each person's truth is based on experience and perspective, morals &  beliefs. So whose truth am I seeking? Obviously, my own. Truth, when rattled around in the pit of my stomach makes sense to me. It’s that intuition. God‘s Holy Spirit that tells me something is right or something is wrong. I see a lot of right in the pages of the Bible and I see a lot of wrong with the way the world works. My faith and my trust in Jesus centers me to know that whatever happens, God wins. No matter what we’re faced with and no matter what fires we walk through, maintaining our faith and discovering wisdom and truth through it all to draws closer to God. Becoming more aware of our own self in that process, is our one true purpose.

My faith journey, I think is not unlike most people or at least a lot of people. I believed in God for as long as I know or at least I wanted to. I’ve blamed God for the bad things that have happened in my life and given God credit for the good things––for the blessings and the true miracles. I thought living well, being a decent, helpful person was enough. But I kept feeling trapped in a lie. There was no real peace inside of me. Turmoil. An internal battle of discontent.

What’s shifted in me in the last few months as I heard from God, that it’s no longer enough to simply believe in Him, we must be following him. To daily dive into the scriptures and truly understanding what it means to be a Christian, to live as a Christian, to proclaim our love of Christ and to no longer live in fear of shame–– it is through him, my life matters. My drive for each day is to have a new found joy in Jesus and to proudly shine that light.

Although the fear of the world we're living in is dissipating within me and is controlling my thoughts less, it doesn’t mean I’m any less prepared. I read constantly. Endlessly asking questions and prepare for the unknown. We were all made for this exact time and place. We chose to be here right now and there’s nothing to be afraid of.

When looking at today’s events, ask yourself first who are we not allowed to criticize and then follow the money and see who’s connected to whom and where they’re connected. Some don't care, I get that, it's heavy and often very dark. Some prefer their distracted busy lives. For me, the truth matters and I will never stop digging for further understanding.

Send out your light and your truth; let them lead me; let them bring me to your holy hill and to your dwelling! Pslam 43:3

What I am researching: The Rothschild Family

I'm not ready to explain this in any formal sense. This is a GIANT rabbit hole. I have not yet dove into it completely myself, relying on other sources to gain a bit of understanding. I’m waiting on a book to arrive that I’ve been dying to read on the family history - starting from the beginning. So much of what we’re dealing with, politically, financially, medically, spiritually potentially connects to centuries ago and the Rothschild family. They may be the beginning of the “they” we're always talking about. Like any empire in history, domination and control, power and money is the driving force for human sin. There’s no amount of death, destruction or brutality that alters the path of people who are motivated by greed and an evil perverseness that comes from Satan. It doesn’t matter who or what gets ground up in the wake of complete control. Where did it all begin? At some point our country turned from a country with a steadfast foundation in faith, family, honor and patriotism to a country manufactured by evil and I want to know how.

The Rothschild family (called the Richest Family in History) is a Jewish family tracing back from 15th century Frankfurt, Germany. Most have heard of the Rothschild banking empire, this is the same family. So does this family actually control the world? I'll see what truths I can draw for myself.

What I am reading: One Second After by William R. Forstchen

I haven't devoured a novel like this once since Hunger Games - ha! At a recommedation of a friend I ordered Book 1 in this series and I was shocked by the truths in this book. Obviosuly not a true story, but the threat is a very real concern and one the leaders of our country and our smaller communities is ill-prepared at best to handle. Modern war is not gun to gun battle in an open field. The most effective way to take out an enemy is to literally let them destroy themselves from within.

In the book, our country is simultaneously and suddenly blasted with an unknown number of Electromagnetic Pulses (EMP) and within a matter of a few hours society is completely shattered. It was a real eye opener to how we have become completely incapable of taking care of ourselves. From the cities (especially) to the rural farmland, we, as a country are completely dependent on the "system", all the systems. When one event wipes out everything at once, when there is no government or appointed leader telling us how to handle it, when no supplies are delivered and all communication systems are down, we completely revert back (within hours) to our brutal survivalist selves. Our reactions being ruled by panic and fear. With no mercy and with little humanity left, humans will do anything to survive. I have Book 2 in the series on the way.

xoxox, B